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I am so tired  

2013-08-12 18:05:53|  分类: 上海生活 |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

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 I am so tired - 小小韩姑娘 - 颜料的博客
 This afternoon i read the message that roomie sent me.
 Then i can't help to burst into tears and i felt so tired in my heart. I really don't want to fight then become reconciled. I don't want to do that again and again. If we can not tolerate each other, why are we living in together? If we fight all the time, why do we separate?Although i know i will lost her, i have to.
  When roomie sent that message, i didn't know why she did that. 
 I could remember last time we fought each other then we cried then we became reconciled. It was a bad memory in my life. But today i read a article for a young writer in China. She said that you didn't know people would care about anything in their heart. They just didn't show you but the feelings in their mind. They would care about many things and didn't care about another. But they chosen to trust you and love you. Every a kind of relationship between two friends or a couple was abiding based on trust and love. Nobody is perfect. No relationship is perfect. No life is perfect.  Just a choice which say yes or no.
 I agree her totally but i can not do it again whatever you talk about me or judge me. i just so tired and don't fight for myself and don't want to quarrel with anyone. I need find more peace and quiet in my life. I need find more new faces and new places to full my little world.
 I write an article about when i am downhearted nobody can save me. I will live in my little world and don't care about anyone. I control myself and control myself. Maybe people will say that this person seal her heart. I guess they are right. 
 If you live in this world you need find friends and partners and lovers, you need keep your heart warm by others' heart. As the interchange, you need give them your heart. The rule is cut off this relationship by one of them. Then people will be heart broken and find another one. This is rule you known when you joined in.
 But if you build a relationship which is so long and trust, you will be scared when you think of breaking this relationship. You will think if you cut off, you will be suffering. But next there are two choice or occasions: One is still protect your relationship from destroying it. another is cut off with suffering. You can not judge which one is right which is wrong.
 People are selfish in their natural instincts.
 If people say yes , many of them are thinking your worth for him. Whatever they are your friends or not. You will find a few friends who just want to build a trust relationship without availing each other. Then you got them as your jewellery. Then you take care of them.
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