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I am very tired  

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I am very tired - 小小韩姑娘 - 颜料的博客
 
I have to say I am so tired.

About my life last week which it is nightmare? Roomier and I tried to find a way but we always found hopeless. We wanted to find a bright light but it was nothing made us crazy and useless. I wanted to do something but I can't do that. Every day I called many people who are our friends and strangers, I did my best for hunting for help and hope, but many replies were useless and made me sad.

I wanted to give up but Roomier didn't give me that rights. We fought for ourselves alone and our enemy was the owner of apartment which was room 101, No 485, The Middle Fuxing Road, Luwan District, Shanghai City. She was really bad for us. When we lived there, she asked us to give the key to neighbor. We didn't know what happened to us next and what things we would meet. When we went back home and stared at the door, the window like idiots. We can't open that door because the oil paint was still fresh and poisonous flavor made us stop coming in. We called the owner of house and told her we couldn't live there and please give us rent fee and pledge back then we can find new apartment. She said it would never happen and didn't give us. We quarreled with each other and she threatened us would go to our companies made our boss fired us. We went to neighborhood committee for getting help but when a bad Shanghainese neighbor who lived in No. 35 went there talked to neighborhood committee didn't give us hands by using Shanghai dialect. You must to know the language is a natural gap between each other. Then we had to sue the owner of apartment although we really didn't want to do that. Waste our money and time and maybe things would be lost control. We had to do that. 

I decided to give us the last chance. Called the owner of apartment but she said we made things difficult and she didn't come here for talking things over. I remembered my boss may give me a hand then I gave him a call. He came here next morning and helped me to talk to the owner. Roomier and me just kept quiet and let she judged us without rights. Then the deal was getting back the half of our money and I thought it is a happy ending. In fact it was not.

I felt so cold about this world and our friends. In fact I doubted them. They were not our friends actually. When we need help no one gave us a hand. People would say they need to work or other things, but no matter what you gave us, just need to be with us together of hard time. What was friendship? Maybe you were not able to help us, but you were by our side and showing some support. But no one here, no one! We always fought by ourselves alone. I thought friends were helpful, accompanying, caring, sharing, bearing, etc. But this occasion made me see clearly _ just reply on ourselves. I just feel so cold for hearts of people. 

It is easy that add a beautiful thing to a contrasting beautiful thing, and it is hard that give fuel while falling snow in the winter.锦上添花易,学中送碳难!)

Now I lied on the bed and listened music then felt so tired and just wanted to let nightmare go away forever.

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